Stressful Times

The last couple of days has been so stressful with the family being sick; mainly Audrey.  Friday night Jamie and I called 911 because Audrey had a 95 degree temperature which seems very low.  Everything checked out okay and her temp went back up after she became more active, but it was so scary.  When she woke up at 10:30 pm, she was pale, lethargic and very cool to the touch.  Her temp has remained the same the last two nights too.  Jeff's friend Hartenstein, who used to be an EMT, said it's not uncommon for children's temperatures to fluctuate so much, which put me at ease even more.  But even before those reassuring words, the Lord caused me to trust in Him while reading His words and praying.  I was having a nervous breakdown that day!  I was worried about Audrey, about the baby coming, money, you name it I was worrying about it!  What a horrible couple of days, but the Lord pulled me through.  I am now trying to focus on relaxing and trusting in the Lord.  It's Jeff's dad's birthday today and I thought it would be a cool tribute to have Joshua today, but I don't think Josh is coming today.  The Lord knows best!